it seems so terribly hard to go through these days. my best people are so busy with their own life and since i don’t have any right to ruin one of theirs, i chose to hide away. the one i trust the most to count on was getting far away.. did i make mistakes? did you feel bothered of my presence? i do apologize if i did it all. and not saying this directly next to you doesn’t mean i’m not serious.

all i want now —at least till the end of next week, till this two fvcking exam weeks’ over— is please, life, can you be normal enough to me? do i have to beg on you for several chances of having a normal life? for god’s sake! why always me?! why?!!! ARGH!!!

home, i wanna go home :((