i woke up at 2 am —intending what i have to do: to read several reading materials as my prep for this morning’s exam— when suddenly i found lot of notifs come up by my facebook. it was such a prodigious amount because i never got that much except on my birthday. and today is not my birthday, unless i forgot this is September 18 haha

so i’m not going to tell ya more about the facebook or its notifs because it has no sense for you, i’m sure. i’m gonna tell you that i found a nice oldish song came from my country’s legendary singer, Mr. Chrisye with his song titled ‘Seperti Yang Kau Pinta’. this song’s narrating a story about a man who thought that he never been good enough for a girl, seeing himself as the no good to be paired to that girl. the video clip shows me the main character who has albino syndrome, he has different color from other men. he thought that his divergence’s a shortage.. and he said that he’ll change to be the one as the girl wants. as this song’s title, Seperti Yang Kau Pinta. even he already knew, he can’t do that.

you know, sometimes the surroundings classified us to several classes that unavoidably can’t be resisted. it’s humanly told that people are habitually judge other people. by their social level, their educating level, their wealth level or the simplest … by their physical appearance. this is the most common matter ever been in this world, physically judgmental. there are good looking people, common look people, ugly people and much more. the good looking seems to be the luckiest one because they usually rivet on one’s attentions, they are group of people who are most appreciated. people tend to look at the ugly people because … because they are ugly.

what i can’t agree from the first is the people’s classifying itself. there are no ugly people on Earth, i believe. God created us perfectly. we are simply created entirely with any single details in ourself. our good and our bad, equals in every person. because you know what, God never sees us from our look, what makes us different from other is because our goodness. it is the one that worthy being the reason for our naturally classifying. changes for being the better one is a must for us, what should be the reason for the change is our own selves. do not change for someone else, because you will never be enough to someone else.

i don’t know, it’s just another random stuff crossed my mind.
just ignore it,

cheers,
(the sad) reac.